Abundance and the Energy Shifts of the Puzzle
Like many people, I felt a strong difference after the latest moon cycles…intensity, eye opening realizations and understanding the how, why and what patterns that I have created and now for many ended.
The last days of January, I went into a deep focus of clearing as I did at the end of December, using the energies available to shift my perceptions and perspectives of my “reality.” I now am feeling a peace of mind and confidence I haven’t felt in ten years. I felt a lightness and connectedness that is fresh and inspiring.
A basic life review was in order and although I am continuing the process at this point, it is very clear to me that each of us has this inner knowingness available and with a few simple steps it all can unfold before you. At times, it is still challenging, yet if you catch yourself while in the process of the “old” habit reactions, you can begin to really laugh at the situations you created for lessons and change that habit that isn’t useful anyone and actually can be a very thing holding yourself back. That great set up we all create to learn…without sometimes knowing it.
It is when you sit in the silence and the stillness that you can connect to all aspects of self… the good, the bad, the beautiful and the ugly. Yet, please understand… all these aspects of YOU…are what makes you YOU. So this is more about acceptance and allowance without attachment. We have all heard that line so many times and what does it really mean. To be detached, from my understanding, is to fully embrace all of you and all of the other so you don’t have a reaction. It is not resistance or rejecting that aspect…look at it, dance with it and let it continue to be without having the gut curling reaction of pain, grief, depression, anger etc.
I had this experience the other day where I getting a free bagel and it came to me wrong… I actually went in a rage about a bagel having cream cheese… what is that about? I started laughing at the bagel, now flatten and more so myself for the reaction… I had no idea what I went in to such a state. Yet as soon as I stop myself and looked at what I was doing… asking that simply question…”What is this about?” I calmed down and realized that it was a reaction to the way my life had been going… not the way I wanted it. This started a shift in my life. And for that… I got even more clues. More clues came like pulling up a “draft” email to a sister and something totally different popped up, "The Awakening” (link to it is on this email to the left.) A huge bell went off as I read it aloud to me and the Truth of things in my life began to unfold and a release of all the anger, disappointment and wanting to be in control left my being-ness. Next, I listen to one in the series of Mystic Abundance…Tosha Silver. It was another reminder of Florence Scovel Shinn work, The Game of Life and getting out of my own way so the Infinity Intellectual can come in and assist me in the process and let me breathe a sigh of relief. It is looking at life as if it is a game… the Game of Life… and you are here to play. So play with responsibility of the game you are creating.
So remember in this game, each person in your life is a mirror of you…some aspect of you that you desire to attract/have into your life for some reason. For example, I have reconnected/attracted a friend who has a great life. A man, who loves his career, has a close relationship with his family and great friendships. He is kind and good to people. Basically lives by the golden rule… enjoying his life with passion. The only thing that he doesn’t have is a committed relationship with a partner…by choice. He has been there and done that and is done with the idea… he is very content with his current situation. He has been a great mirror of showing all the very positive side of my life and helping me have a greater appreciation with gratitude of my life. Now I am not saying that I haven’t been grateful… I am saying a greater appreciation and with this… shifts of perspective and outward expression. It is helping the realignment of the wonderful life in the process. Focus on the good things and they will happen in good time.
In the book, Game of Life by Florence Scovel Shinn… the keys to this life is to be grateful, ask and show some action you know it is happening. And it will. Any doubts can cancel the whole deal. Though remember that if it doesn’t happen… it wasn’t for the highest good for all. This isn’t just about YOU… it is all that are a part of the game. Enjoy yourself by loving and appreciating each aspect and experience you have, more beautiful things will happen.
